Dreams

When you wake up, do you remember your dreams? I don't usually, however, last night I dreamed that I was trying out for cheerleading again in high school. It was like I was a senior and there were all these youngin's around and I knew i was a shoe in for a position, so i was just helping the others learn the cheers.

strangley, i wasn't that great of a cheerleader. haha.

So, lately I've been watching Glee (season 1) and it is probably one of the best shows ever made. No lie. Anyway, it seems like the show is always referencing to each person's dream. So it made me think, what's my dream?

• To honor God with my life. The good. The bad. The ugly. All of it to be used to his glory. That I could, one day, lead someone to Christ. That I can help others to learn to love Him more. (And that I would also learn to love Him more and more).
• To find love. One day I'm sure it will happen, but it hasn't happened for me yet. Sometimes this is very frustrating and I am impatient, but ultimately, I do believe that it will happen when it is right.
• Family. Yeah, even though I'm afraid of babies, it's what I want. Not anytime soon or anything like that, but just one day.
• A legacy. That reflects God and just makes people smile. Although I am constantly surprised that I am a "role model" I do hope that the good qualities I have may rub off on others.

And that's it. Sure it would be nice if my engagement/wedding/and any other jewelry came from a little blue box with "Tiffany's" across the top. Or was able to always have a BMW (or Mini) in the driveway for me. But ultimately, I just want to be blessed (not happy -which seems so temporary).

Well, like I said, I don't usually remember my dreams when I wake up, so maybe it's like I am still asleep. Maybe I'll realize that my dreams are my reality. And, I hope, the best is still yet to come.